Today, I felt that I have no confident at all, I felt that I am a loser, I never improve my mistake, I never succeed. I am stress and tension, I felt very disappointed to myself.
I lost my character, I dunno who am I, I dunno what should be done and what should not be done. I feel like want to talk but I dunno how to express my feeling, I have used to keep my feeling inside my heart, the only way is write down. I have no confident to face my weaknesses, I don't want to keep my weakness and I don't want to let people know that how weak am I, I hate this kind of feeling, I hate people know my weakness, I hate it as much as I can, but...why? Why I hate it so much? ...... I really don't know why~
